I've been slacking. I feel very guilty. So after this blog entry..its back to serious work. I want to watch a movie tomorrow..most probably by myself..I need some peace and quiet! Having been around so many people..socialising..I think I still like to be by myself..leaves me with plenty of space to reflect. I love keeping to myself sometimes..and I admit im one private person. However, im not an introvert. You have no idea how much I would like to confide in someone when im down. Seems like this someone is hard to come by because im waiting for the right time to do what is necessary. However, not easy. I need to wait until the time is ripe. One go and I will get it. It will last for a long long time once I put my heart in it. That person is lucky. Ask me if you don't understand. I don't mean to confuse you but its one of my traits. My eyes are starting to blur and my eyelids are getting heavier, the computer screen seemingly apparent. Im dead beat.